21.11.2009 (saturday)

yep.. back to blogging again finally.. haven sign in at all since i forgot the password:) the last time i post was in first semester holiday and now i am blogging when second semester holiday just start.. always feel like to update my life here and there is quite a lot to say but since i got addicted to facebook and got the pictures there to do all the talking, blogging seems to be just quite troublesome.. anyway now i am too free even though it is just the second day after final exam.. my eyes almost swollen now though from too much staring at the computer.. i should go off for a little bit before i wanna blog about my semester 2 life.. after crazy exam period and knowing the internal marks my life had really just gone upside down with going to bed at 3am and waking by noon time.. told myself this is only for temporary aka the 1st few days to destress.. but i had end up feeling pain on my neck due to the long hours sleep and eyes painful from staying online too long hours.. should really end this crazy life from now on or else i gonna be like this for the whole holiday.. :*(
lets briefly say what happened around me recently.. ermm.. vivian came back to "study" so we got do some "revision" together.. she with her book and me with my notes.. but they all just get to lie on the table and look at us while we chat nonstop.. but no worries.. i dun think i flunk my accounting paper.. but the lecturer did tell me with a weird smile that "you did badly"... :( he wanna make me cant sleep until the final result out i think..but i already did my best and study hard for it with vivian "genuine support".. hehe.. i just hope the result wont be too lousy..
the other fun events throughout the exam period and semester two will be posted in the other posts.. when i got the mood.. bye for now..

mid term holiday just start!!

to all my friends~~ SElamat Hari Raya and haPPy Holiday!!
not entirely happy holz.. since the exams are right after the short one week break.. but still got one week off!! anyway.. getting late and the clock shows 0:15... blog when i got tha mood again..
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好久没碰华语了

一段时间没有碰部落格了。。 几个月才回顾朋友的篇章。。怎么大家的心态都变了。。
出门在外所面对的好多事。。我就快要面对了吧。。
朋友的心态转变历历在目，我踏步出门时。。又会是怎样的一篇故事。。
在家里的任性。。必须跟它说再见了么？
那我的心又必须再扩大多少才能承受即将来临的压力和挑战呢？
一定会想家 可是 会像现在每天都像回家吗？
我的心 我的路 回首时
会不会忘掉该忘得 记得应该永远记得的
说今年是我最棒的一年一点都不为过
可这又是失去了多少才换来那短暂的快乐
甜的苦的酸的辣的 或许会不一样 但 还能承受吧 =X
爸妈口中的“小孩子”不敢展翅 可是当它飞坠时 始终还会翱翔海空吧
那种韧性 那种毅力 好期待

holiday~~

one week passed.. and i am watching grey's anatomy.. really not sure whether this is a good idea.. looking through what the doctors do when there is an emergency.. and the hospital lives.. doctors meeting early in the morning.. and emergencies at nights.. meeting the patients' needs.. really feel some thing different when watching it.. and i cannot stop watching.. (_)

life is all about INTERNEt =,=

i can hardly stay away from facebook.. when i woke up, first thing is switch on computer and open facebook.. lucky me it is not so worst that i on facebook 1st thing before exam these 2 days.. but.. before my revision, throughout my revision, and after my revision.. the facebook is still active going on.. and i still watched more than 3 hours of ppstream on monday.. and 2hours today.. so .. i don want to know about my results.. this is just what it takes to enjoy life? i just spend a little bit more..

stressing myself with count down

i cant feel my eyes anymore..
is like since 10 when i wake up, sit in front of comp.. then 2 go out eat lunch.. 4 like that back in front of computer until now 1130.. how many hours in front of computer?? around 12!!! feeling crazy.. thought that i can finish my 700 words essay today.. and i just got 2 draft paragraphs now.. no more mood to write tomorrow also i guess.. how am i going to die for my WRS essay?? without any drafts beforehand and i can write out 700 words in 2 hours?? think of it..
then Monday the first of all paper is business management.. the only unit i touched.. and abandoned today.. so i still have around 8 units to be eaten tomorrow.. so good..

math on tuesday morning still okay bah.. just donno the theories.. imagine have to remember all the sampling design.. RANDOM DIGIT TABLE.. and the other one theory i also don't understand but i already forget what is the topic's name.. afternoon got moral studies exam.. which is not read before this whole sem.. and this week.. so monday night i am so going to suffer..

and the last exam i am so looking forward to.. T.T Information Technology which i cannot memorise most of the parts.. understand a bit.. and many many points have to memorise because my brain cannot dissolve these high tech info..

why am i always doing last minute work?? even though i had really put in some effort study something this week.. and i feel guilty about the words i am polluting my brain with.. losing self-control and i just hate it like how everyone else does..

as a note to myself.. tomorrow list to do..
morning time gone-- either sleep till 11 and miss the event or go out until noon time with my parents.. (can't avoid this..)
start reading my Business management really short notes and scan through few pages in text.. for 2 hours in afternoon and 2 at night.. (if at all possible)
then write my 700 words essay whenever i can.. after my bm is done.. (if never??)

Tomorrow (20/06/2009, sunday) strictly no FACEBOOK and PPSTREAM!!
and also 21/06/2009, monday and 22/06/2009, tuesday. strictly no INTERNET browsing so only MSN.. and only if need to google the IT terms..
please kindly ask me DON PLAY ANYMORE if u see me in FACEBOOK!!!

finals!!

erherm.. first of all, i would like to congratulate myself for being not so addicted to blogging as last time during SPM.. so i can use the time for other stuffs.. especially at this time with my finals approaching.. so i got plenty of time for studying right? hellyea not..
downloaded ppstream this time.. so i got at least a 1.5 hours of movie per day.. and no matter how late it is, i still can keep this record..
and.. this sem.. i got addicted to facebook!!! and more and more addicted to the quiz and applications this few weeks!!!
hooray for my finals!!! i counted my internal marks.. and they not even can guarantee a pass for my units!!! so..
how is my revision going!!!! 5 units.. and i only touched ONE!! only for 4/14 of the whole units!! 3 days count down~~
someone please tell me how to balance my facebook and revision for this remaining days.. +_+
losing control...