When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy....
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy..
who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

webcam again..

i felt damn shitty right now.. how can i possible made this mistake twice berturut-turut for 2 years... bought a webcam again because it looks good without testing.. and now hope tomolo i can return it or get an exchange.. oh shit.. last year i already bought one tat cannot use de ... and now again.. in the same pc fair... aarahfakjdfasfaslkjfsljfklsdfjfuvk... sien si.. anyway i still bought a mouse that keep changing colour even when i just put there. hehe.. but the webcam******* +_*

any doubts..say it..

^o^ smile always. u never know when is the last time for you to impress another person with your tantalizing smile. and never swear. even if you are in bad mood or disturbed by some really silly issue. it is not worth it.
~~虽然一直勉强自己表现坚强， 再怎么样也要为自己给撑下去。。。~~

i am feeling not right at all..

gone tickets...

guess what.. i bought a flight ticket to china weeks ago.. and the departing time is at 3 today.. and now.. i have to throw the ticket away.. no plans are made and i still have class to go to.. not that there is really NO plans.. my aunties are still going there.. only me who last minute bought the ticket din go.. why.. coz i still have tutorials and lectures? what is this excuse.. WHy i dun dare to miss the classes for just one and a half weeks.. ... .. sick of .... sthg..
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SPM result..

alright.. i suddenly remembered that i still have a blog.. to share my sad sad sad feelings... totally hate bm.. really it strikes me....... i am now in computer lab.. 4 pm.. received my result at noon time after meal and before lecture.. oh my.. dun want to recall the really ... feeling again..
down.. down.. up... down... hehe.. trying to think of the good things.. and then all a suddenly it all comes back into my mind again.. da.. da.. da... ++_++
i know that i cant really get an a for my bm a long long time ago.. and right after i hand in my really short essay i also know that i gonna do bad in my malay.. sien.. sien.. sien.. knowing that there is really nothing to cry about.. but........ who knows.. i probably got the worst result for bm in class.. such a shame.. aarhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................

i think i shud go and grab some food to...... calm myself.. ??

new year

happy chinese new year..
i think i will blog less this year.. after a period of time not pouring my thoughts out, i find it hard to post anything out here.. there are just too much bothering me for too long.. i guess i need to take a rest..
想好好休息,让纷乱的心沉淀..
再见..

i am finally here to upadate my blog.. after donno how long i had abandon it.. i also not sure what make me so busy.. +_+ go jaga shop when i like.. go shopping when free.. go play play with frens.. go update my other blog.. then when tired jiu stay at home.. but at home also have to do "new year clean up".. plus i got many new thingy in my room.. that should arrange them at some place to settle down until... all the things are just very messy right now.. how am i celebrating new year this year aarh... my post bout the taiwan trip gonna up soon.. do it only when i feel like it larr.. hehe.. read a few blog from frens who go kl.. everyone seems very busy with their own lives.. dono how many lots are at kl leww...sophia and kahying going aus when new year.. and then got some in ns.. and then the others in miri working bah.. i din have time to contact them anyway.. just heard from frens got ppl go uk larr.. or nz.... fly fly fly away... dono how many still in miri.. go taiwan come back jiu all lost contact lerr.. just get some news from frens.. and then got a fren tell me sthg like "life is like this..everyone in ur life is just passerbys.. only those who really cares for u stay for a longer period.. but noone will be there for u for a lifetime.. only urself.." oh yarr...
last nite when i clean up the drawer, i found many cards that belongs to my SIS.. she is really a nice gal.. from the whole piles of cards she received... and got one card caught my eyes.. it was from her friend from high school..
" i know that there are some rumours going on in the school last time.. that might hurt ur feelings.. or even break up our friendship.. but i hope that we are still friends.. and let time wash away our silly fight.. i think it will be funny when we look back at our friendship in the future.."
well.. it is good that her friend sent this card in time.. if she was a year later, she would never read it.. the card is kept together with all the other cards.. friendship is really precious.. if i had done(said) anything wrong that hurt any one of u.. sorry.. i treasure each and every one of my friends.. esp u