thank you

blessed to have friends and family with me.. even though we might quarrels, we always get better after the silly fights. thanks for always being there when i need u. and thanks for not leaving me in despair when i am lost. love u all always. to my family, i love everyone of u. i feel your support for me even when you are not physically next to me. it makes me cry when i feel your warm support and care for me. i love you so much. and miss you always. i love you with all my might, my sisters.

is it just life?

My frens always wonder why i seem to be so moody.. or got the really depressed looking face all day long.. oh dear.. it just happened that i don like to smile that morning.. and i dun feel like chatting.. or really feel lazy to speak.. and ya.. somewhat it relates to my lack of ability to destress in this time of life.. this 'depressed' feeling just come and goes.. and i know that i should really just feel contented with my life and be grateful with whatever life holds for me.. but sometime i just.. just..

greedy and want the life to go better and smoother??

Should i reveal my lack of confidence and ability to mix around ppl that i just meet?

Does it bother them that i don chat with them at all times?

i am feeling like i am all alone all this while.. even when i am in campus with a full class of people..

watched too much tv? feels like there is something like spotlight shone to me just that it is a black light.. so that i will always be ignored.. including by myself.. haha.. yea.. i watched too much tv.. ^^

READ THIS.....!!!!!!!!

Betty Botter had some butter,
"But," she said,
"This butter's bitter.
If I bake this bitter butter,
it would make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter--
that would make my batter better."

So she bought a bit of butter,
better than her bitter butter,
and she baked it in her batter,
and the batter was not bitter.
So 'twas better Betty Botter bought a bit of better butter.

She sells sea shells by the sea shore.
The shells she sells are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells on the seashore,
I'm sure she sells seashore shells.

Mr. See owned a saw.
And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See's saw
Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,
See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw.
So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw!

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy....
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy..
who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

webcam again..

i felt damn shitty right now.. how can i possible made this mistake twice berturut-turut for 2 years... bought a webcam again because it looks good without testing.. and now hope tomolo i can return it or get an exchange.. oh shit.. last year i already bought one tat cannot use de ... and now again.. in the same pc fair... aarahfakjdfasfaslkjfsljfklsdfjfuvk... sien si.. anyway i still bought a mouse that keep changing colour even when i just put there. hehe.. but the webcam******* +_*

any doubts..say it..

^o^ smile always. u never know when is the last time for you to impress another person with your tantalizing smile. and never swear. even if you are in bad mood or disturbed by some really silly issue. it is not worth it.
~~虽然一直勉强自己表现坚强， 再怎么样也要为自己给撑下去。。。~~

i am feeling not right at all..

gone tickets...

guess what.. i bought a flight ticket to china weeks ago.. and the departing time is at 3 today.. and now.. i have to throw the ticket away.. no plans are made and i still have class to go to.. not that there is really NO plans.. my aunties are still going there.. only me who last minute bought the ticket din go.. why.. coz i still have tutorials and lectures? what is this excuse.. WHy i dun dare to miss the classes for just one and a half weeks.. ... .. sick of .... sthg..
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