21.11.2009 (saturday)

yep.. back to blogging again finally.. haven sign in at all since i forgot the password:) the last time i post was in first semester holiday and now i am blogging when second semester holiday just start.. always feel like to update my life here and there is quite a lot to say but since i got addicted to facebook and got the pictures there to do all the talking, blogging seems to be just quite troublesome.. anyway now i am too free even though it is just the second day after final exam.. my eyes almost swollen now though from too much staring at the computer.. i should go off for a little bit before i wanna blog about my semester 2 life.. after crazy exam period and knowing the internal marks my life had really just gone upside down with going to bed at 3am and waking by noon time.. told myself this is only for temporary aka the 1st few days to destress.. but i had end up feeling pain on my neck due to the long hours sleep and eyes painful from staying online too long hours.. should really end this crazy life from now on or else i gonna be like this for the whole holiday.. :*(
lets briefly say what happened around me recently.. ermm.. vivian came back to "study" so we got do some "revision" together.. she with her book and me with my notes.. but they all just get to lie on the table and look at us while we chat nonstop.. but no worries.. i dun think i flunk my accounting paper.. but the lecturer did tell me with a weird smile that "you did badly"... :( he wanna make me cant sleep until the final result out i think..but i already did my best and study hard for it with vivian "genuine support".. hehe.. i just hope the result wont be too lousy..
the other fun events throughout the exam period and semester two will be posted in the other posts.. when i got the mood.. bye for now..

mid term holiday just start!!

to all my friends~~ SElamat Hari Raya and haPPy Holiday!!
not entirely happy holz.. since the exams are right after the short one week break.. but still got one week off!! anyway.. getting late and the clock shows 0:15... blog when i got tha mood again..
-.-

好久没碰华语了

一段时间没有碰部落格了。。 几个月才回顾朋友的篇章。。怎么大家的心态都变了。。
出门在外所面对的好多事。。我就快要面对了吧。。
朋友的心态转变历历在目，我踏步出门时。。又会是怎样的一篇故事。。
在家里的任性。。必须跟它说再见了么？
那我的心又必须再扩大多少才能承受即将来临的压力和挑战呢？
一定会想家 可是 会像现在每天都像回家吗？
我的心 我的路 回首时
会不会忘掉该忘得 记得应该永远记得的
说今年是我最棒的一年一点都不为过
可这又是失去了多少才换来那短暂的快乐
甜的苦的酸的辣的 或许会不一样 但 还能承受吧 =X
爸妈口中的“小孩子”不敢展翅 可是当它飞坠时 始终还会翱翔海空吧
那种韧性 那种毅力 好期待

holiday~~

one week passed.. and i am watching grey's anatomy.. really not sure whether this is a good idea.. looking through what the doctors do when there is an emergency.. and the hospital lives.. doctors meeting early in the morning.. and emergencies at nights.. meeting the patients' needs.. really feel some thing different when watching it.. and i cannot stop watching.. (_)

life is all about INTERNEt =,=

i can hardly stay away from facebook.. when i woke up, first thing is switch on computer and open facebook.. lucky me it is not so worst that i on facebook 1st thing before exam these 2 days.. but.. before my revision, throughout my revision, and after my revision.. the facebook is still active going on.. and i still watched more than 3 hours of ppstream on monday.. and 2hours today.. so .. i don want to know about my results.. this is just what it takes to enjoy life? i just spend a little bit more..

stressing myself with count down

i cant feel my eyes anymore..
is like since 10 when i wake up, sit in front of comp.. then 2 go out eat lunch.. 4 like that back in front of computer until now 1130.. how many hours in front of computer?? around 12!!! feeling crazy.. thought that i can finish my 700 words essay today.. and i just got 2 draft paragraphs now.. no more mood to write tomorrow also i guess.. how am i going to die for my WRS essay?? without any drafts beforehand and i can write out 700 words in 2 hours?? think of it..
then Monday the first of all paper is business management.. the only unit i touched.. and abandoned today.. so i still have around 8 units to be eaten tomorrow.. so good..

math on tuesday morning still okay bah.. just donno the theories.. imagine have to remember all the sampling design.. RANDOM DIGIT TABLE.. and the other one theory i also don't understand but i already forget what is the topic's name.. afternoon got moral studies exam.. which is not read before this whole sem.. and this week.. so monday night i am so going to suffer..

and the last exam i am so looking forward to.. T.T Information Technology which i cannot memorise most of the parts.. understand a bit.. and many many points have to memorise because my brain cannot dissolve these high tech info..

why am i always doing last minute work?? even though i had really put in some effort study something this week.. and i feel guilty about the words i am polluting my brain with.. losing self-control and i just hate it like how everyone else does..

as a note to myself.. tomorrow list to do..
morning time gone-- either sleep till 11 and miss the event or go out until noon time with my parents.. (can't avoid this..)
start reading my Business management really short notes and scan through few pages in text.. for 2 hours in afternoon and 2 at night.. (if at all possible)
then write my 700 words essay whenever i can.. after my bm is done.. (if never??)

Tomorrow (20/06/2009, sunday) strictly no FACEBOOK and PPSTREAM!!
and also 21/06/2009, monday and 22/06/2009, tuesday. strictly no INTERNET browsing so only MSN.. and only if need to google the IT terms..
please kindly ask me DON PLAY ANYMORE if u see me in FACEBOOK!!!

finals!!

erherm.. first of all, i would like to congratulate myself for being not so addicted to blogging as last time during SPM.. so i can use the time for other stuffs.. especially at this time with my finals approaching.. so i got plenty of time for studying right? hellyea not..
downloaded ppstream this time.. so i got at least a 1.5 hours of movie per day.. and no matter how late it is, i still can keep this record..
and.. this sem.. i got addicted to facebook!!! and more and more addicted to the quiz and applications this few weeks!!!
hooray for my finals!!! i counted my internal marks.. and they not even can guarantee a pass for my units!!! so..
how is my revision going!!!! 5 units.. and i only touched ONE!! only for 4/14 of the whole units!! 3 days count down~~
someone please tell me how to balance my facebook and revision for this remaining days.. +_+
losing control...

parkson~~

today happy happy larr... hehe.. buy one jeans and one blouse!! and my mum and dad also got buy clothes for themselves~~ wanna share my happy day here...
morning wake up at 10.. and my parents ngam ngam hao come back from dono somewhere out there.. and they haven eat.. so i quick quick change in 2 minits and jump into the car~~ go to the cafe near my house and eat dim sum!!! long time din eat le.. so i ordered quite a lot and we 3 eat together >< full..
after that we go to my dad's office coz he forget something there.. so i went to my uncle house lorr.. he lives there.. and guess what.. i eat tiramisu cake~~ coz yesterday is my cousin bday.. and i dono about it.. just got to eat the cake when watch tv with her..
next.. go tour around piasau golf club area.. drive drive to lutong there.. then go pujut corner buy fish.. and honeydew.. dunno is it expensive.. RM10 1 biji.. the weather so hot and i wanna eat.. so just buy lorr.. haha.. after that jiu go my popo restaurant to eat lunch.. hehe.. good fish good fish..
then go my aunt house to lapan lapan a while.. new house worr.. must go there yi xia.. then go airport there again coz nthg to do..
the highlight of today is going parkson!! go to the terrifying but still many cars de carpark for the 2nd time again.. and we parked at the 4th floor.. actually i dun think we just turn 4 times thou.. when we walk down the stairs, we saw got 2 4th floor lagi.. but ours is blue one and the other one is red de i think.. what if got ppl parking de is colorblind?? cannot find his car liaw.. the floors are so confusing.. last time we almost cant find our car coz we parked so high there.. and the 3rd floor de carpark is the shopping mall de 4th floor i think?? ppl can really easy get lost there.. haizz.. anyway this is not the point..
1st shop is go to the computer shop.. and buy sthg for the office.. look at the laptops.. and i just want any of it.. but mama dun want buy for me yet.. sigh.. suan le.. then try to scare my dad the glass on the floor near the escalator there.. hehe.. fun.. then go to popular to buy sthg.. mama pay le jiu forget to take the stuff.. so the cashier have to come running to call her and give her the things.. omg she is getting old..
after that walk around finding my Big Apple Doughnut shop.. haha.. we go eat again..
but not at BAD.. coz i dun think they like the sweet stuff.. i am such a good daughter rite.. we go secret recipe instead.. not many ppl but still quite full.. ordered a mocha for me and they just have 2 plain water.. haha.. they keep saying that is the place for young ppl to spend money saja.. i got let them try my mocha larr.. nice~~ and ordered one double delight ice-cream, one healthy cheese cake and one chocolate something.. which i think is really nice coz of the pic.. then the waiter there come back tell me it is sold out edi.. so i have to reorder a chocolate indulgence instead.. still okay larr.. haha.. wanted to order a lasagna but they dun want eat beef.. next time bah.. and we all really full when finished!!
then we go to the old parkson area.. my dad already want go back.. no way!!! so long time we din come parkson le!! we go to the lady department.. and i try on jeans.. hehe.. yesterday buy one new shirt so today one new pants.. (wed i just bought 1 set of formal wear too!!) this week i really spent a lot.. XD and my dad is bored.. so he go try clothes too.. in the end he bought 3 shirts.. hehe.. so i secretly told him that mum will envy us.. and she sure buy sthg again later.. and yes.. when we go down the escalator she straight go try on the scandals there.. and bought one pair le.. while i listen to dad whining about she buy scandals and high heels everywhere she go.. haha.. she sure want to buy sthg de larr.. if not she sure will 心理不平衡..when finding her shoppings saw amelia in parkson too.. she said she want go hang out today wif me and she cancelled it.. and now i still see her in parkson.. )_( haha..
then we go to the customer service counter coz mum want to ask about her bonus link points.. and i go to the washroom there.. F.O.C. but no lights.. so i ask my dad to stand outside there pei me.. and.. i get frightened anyway.. when come out of the toilet got one white lady stand outside my door.. she dun want to use the others coz darker.. but she just stand there and when come in din make any noise.. of coz i got scared larr.. she wear black glasses.. wear all black.. and she is white!!! my dad laugh at me when i told him.. +_+
after that get the car.. when come out of parkson de carpark we can only go STRAIGHT OUT to the HIGHWAY!! coz my dad turned left.. we actually wanted to eat at MEIXIN there.. but.. when he turned left.. a loud "BANG" knocked the rail or sthg.. everyone stare here.. haizz.. so he go check his car in front of MEIXIN.. the car boot there spoiled.. dunno how to explain.. so we no mood eat ler.. go straight home.. he keep saying he feel depressed.. OMG.. this man bought 3 new shirts today and he feels sad now.. haizz.. i am still happy anyway..
got back and cook porridge.. and do some random stuff.. and the time now is 11.36pm.. today is ending edy@@ and i haven bath.. and.. i din start doing my bloody hell 1500 words essay i thought i can finish today this morning but in the end i din touch it at all.. +_+
watever.. i still got tomolo... ^^
haha.. and then.. we finally go home at 8..

life's good..

okay.. i got a feeling that my life is too good to be true.. like many times this year!! enjoying life to the fullest.. and i got this feeling that i am so gonna miss my foundation year in Curtin in the future!! This is just gonna be the start of the best times in my life!! The only worry that really worries me now is that i scared i gonna lose this too-good-life any moment.. sigh.. but.. my smile is just getting her way on my face like everyday every moment now.. and i am worrying about how long can this last?? and i hate that i being so emo when i should really just be happy.. duh.. i dono what am i typing.. Life's good and no worries.. oh yeah, i still got a bit stress with work.. even though i dun think there is actually so much work larr. just getting lazier and lazier when day passes.. with the final exam approaching.. >< haha.. and i am actually laughing out loud when reading others blog.. ^^

when can i really start studying!! i lost the knob to turn on my study mode.. +_+

an unproductive evening i spent.. how it started??
i stayed in my room for the whole afternoon.. doing wat? stare at the ceiling and fall asleep.. then wake up to watch an action movie"龙在边缘".. the hero almost dead at the end.. i screamed.. then i watched the JAPANESE (thanks to correction from Hazel^^) drama "极道鲜师"!! oh boy!! they are so so so so good-looking!! when they are in the drama anyway.. my first impression about them are just gangster.. that just okie..okie..looking.. haha.. and i shouted like how can they be so cute?? when they posing in the drama.. getting so addicted to this drama.. but my parents sort of complained about me making so much noise.. when watching tv alone.. ermm.. i kinda change my watching tv style and dono since when i start voicing out my exclaimation.. but i controlled myself when i am watching with friends larr.. dun want to be annoying.. ^^ anyway i really recommend this drama.. dunno its eng name.. but the story is about a teacher from a gangster family teaching 3D class!! got 3 series!! dear buddies!! just try watch it when u got some time!! hehe.. they are really cute!!
how my day goes after that.. play facebook for a while.. and now blogging.. missed the part i go bathing so i am still in my suit that i went to class this morning.. ohmy.. glanced at the clock and it says 10.25pm.. i must go shower now.. ^^ hope i can finally start study tomolo..

reaching for the star

just another post to make myself feels better.. which means this post kinda more fei than the last one^___^ dun ask me why i put that title.. wont relate to my post anyway.. alright.. some updates on my unilife..
went to class on a regular basis.. and skip classes regularly too*_// i got something else to do.. eherm.. haha.. cant think of anything interesting.. just some intro on my units??(after 2 months i shud know wat i am learning)
business-- i haven touch the book for a good long month.. +_+
math-- repeating MT but still i cannot catch up with the lecture that i missed.. the only one..
it-- fun for the movie? not quite.. but still happy it is done..
eng-- my essay sucks.. and i din get some attendance coz tutor tick another name (coz i thought it was my name..haizz..)
moral-- coming to the end of this unit.. but i din recognize any term that the lecturer used b4.. and the fun of this unit is the moral sketch..??

duh.. dono what to write lerr.. ohkay.. i think i never mentioned this before.. the first thing on my wishlist now is a new lappy.. getting sick of using the computer with parents around nagging..
and the second one is a new stuffed toys on my bed.. the dog i loved is still my favourite.. but it is now getting black coz i hug it more often than ever now..
and the third is.. good results?? i dunno whether i cared anymore.. as long as life is good.. .^^.

time flies..

it had been a really long time since i update my life with news from my old schoolmates.. seems like everyone's is moving on to their own's new and challenging life.. well.. i won't say i am stuck back at home and get bored with life.. my life is just never been so good before.. even though there are still assignment and projects due.. and some small mess in my life.. my heart feels like stop thumping for one sec.. and then mess up its regular beating..

coming to the end of May.. has it been a really long semester for me? yeah.. gone through quite a number of things??.. dreaded for the semester to ends.. it just note that the big big exams are coming nearer.. :/ i tried not to use the words i 'learnt' in Curtin.. (U knoe wat i meant) aarghhh.. i am getting so heated up when i think about u!!!!! (put in any bad words u like.. i used it in my mind anyway..)

to calm myself down.. lets see what is good in my life..
i smile all day without any reason.. (good??)
i still got about a fortnight before my next round of projects due (yeah..)
i still got around one month?? before my final exam.. (ermm...)
i still can stick to a bunch of friends (doubt??)
i come home everyday and sleep on my queen-size bed (i will miss it soon..)
i am quite addicted to facebook (good??)
i found back my close friend.. (u wont know i missed u^^)
k.. i cant make it to 10 yet.. but it is enough for me to be happy for a good long time.. haha..
and to my friends.. i miss you all.. and hope to see u all again.. whenever we got the chance..

enjoying life!!

ohla!!! my life now is like too good to be true!! i am like smiling all day long (hope i dun look like a nerd) without any special reason!! haha!! even though i have like 3 projects and many more assignments due this friday.. and i haven start most of it.. i am just over the rainbow and i donno why..^.^ ^.^

listen to music

listening to the songs.. browsing through the library.. and i found the song i heard almost everynight last time.. to let me go to sleep.. it sounded so familiar.. and the scene just all come back into view.. in a big hospital room.. and my bro with me almost everynight.. wait for me to doze off first before he lies down.. i feel so touched even until now.. and the songs we have that time are so limited.. so almost everynight i listen to the same song.. everytime i heard this song.. it just remind me of the time i just depend on my dearest bro.. thank you for letting me stand up till now.. i appreciate whatever u did that time.. to come and fro between 2 hospital when u also suffer the same pain psychologically.. to be truthful i believe u suffered more.. it just wont happen that i will ever forget the things we been thru.. i miss everyone in the family.. and i look forward to our next gathering..

update on curtin life..

Hehe.. what should i say about my school life now? meet with a gang of friends is all that matters to me now.. thank you for being with me all this time.. to meet with the 'disaster' and all.. u all are the reasons for me to look forward to going campus everyday.. it make my mum wonders sometime why my timetable become so regular compared to the 1st week.. yea.. almost everyday stay in campus for more than 8 hours... to chat with friends and 'discuss' about assignments.. little do they know that my class is only from 8 to 10 that day, or 3 till 5.. love u all very much.. making my life different.. 1C7, best class just like my old classes before.. ^^
and for my moral tutorial class, thanks for not blaming about my absence for the practices.. we have fun together and hope that our drama will be chosen.. i felt sorry if i had spoilt parts of the drama.. and that i haven contribute as much as u all did.. but i will do my best for u all in the future!! just fun being the largest group of all and loving the unity between us..
and about mother's day last Sunday.. well, thanks to bro we all got to KK for last weekend. took lots of pics.. went to one pulau and the mount KK.. quite enjoyable trip.. just that right after the trip i suffered the second diarrhea in my life untill now.. hope i get better soon..

Something to share..

出生一张纸，开始一辈子；

毕业一张纸，奋斗一辈子；

婚姻一张纸，折磨一辈子；

做官一张纸，斗争一 辈子；

金钱一张纸，辛苦一辈子；

荣誉一张纸，虚名一辈子；

看病一张纸，痛苦一辈子；

悼词一张纸， 了结一辈子；

淡化这些纸，明白一辈子；

忘了这些纸，快乐一辈子!

当大部分人都在关注你飞得高不高时，

只有少部分人关心你飞得累不累，

这就是友情。

再忙，也要照顾好自己，

朋友虽不常联系，却一直惦念。

遇事潇洒一点，看世糊涂一点。

三个忘记：

忘记年龄，

忘记过去，

忘记恩怨。

四个拥有：

无论你有多弱或多强，一定要

拥有真正爱你的人，

拥有知心的朋友，

拥有向上的事业，

拥有温暖的住所。

五个要：

要唱，

要跳，

要俏，

要笑，

要苗条。

六个不能：

不能饿了才吃，

不能渴了才喝，

不能困了才睡，

不能累了才歇，

不 能病了才检查，

不能老了再后悔。

thank you

blessed to have friends and family with me.. even though we might quarrels, we always get better after the silly fights. thanks for always being there when i need u. and thanks for not leaving me in despair when i am lost. love u all always. to my family, i love everyone of u. i feel your support for me even when you are not physically next to me. it makes me cry when i feel your warm support and care for me. i love you so much. and miss you always. i love you with all my might, my sisters.

is it just life?

My frens always wonder why i seem to be so moody.. or got the really depressed looking face all day long.. oh dear.. it just happened that i don like to smile that morning.. and i dun feel like chatting.. or really feel lazy to speak.. and ya.. somewhat it relates to my lack of ability to destress in this time of life.. this 'depressed' feeling just come and goes.. and i know that i should really just feel contented with my life and be grateful with whatever life holds for me.. but sometime i just.. just..

greedy and want the life to go better and smoother??

Should i reveal my lack of confidence and ability to mix around ppl that i just meet?

Does it bother them that i don chat with them at all times?

i am feeling like i am all alone all this while.. even when i am in campus with a full class of people..

watched too much tv? feels like there is something like spotlight shone to me just that it is a black light.. so that i will always be ignored.. including by myself.. haha.. yea.. i watched too much tv.. ^^

READ THIS.....!!!!!!!!

Betty Botter had some butter,
"But," she said,
"This butter's bitter.
If I bake this bitter butter,
it would make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter--
that would make my batter better."

So she bought a bit of butter,
better than her bitter butter,
and she baked it in her batter,
and the batter was not bitter.
So 'twas better Betty Botter bought a bit of better butter.

She sells sea shells by the sea shore.
The shells she sells are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells on the seashore,
I'm sure she sells seashore shells.

Mr. See owned a saw.
And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See's saw
Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,
See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw.
So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw!

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy....
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy..
who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

webcam again..

i felt damn shitty right now.. how can i possible made this mistake twice berturut-turut for 2 years... bought a webcam again because it looks good without testing.. and now hope tomolo i can return it or get an exchange.. oh shit.. last year i already bought one tat cannot use de ... and now again.. in the same pc fair... aarahfakjdfasfaslkjfsljfklsdfjfuvk... sien si.. anyway i still bought a mouse that keep changing colour even when i just put there. hehe.. but the webcam******* +_*

any doubts..say it..

^o^ smile always. u never know when is the last time for you to impress another person with your tantalizing smile. and never swear. even if you are in bad mood or disturbed by some really silly issue. it is not worth it.
~~虽然一直勉强自己表现坚强， 再怎么样也要为自己给撑下去。。。~~

i am feeling not right at all..

gone tickets...

guess what.. i bought a flight ticket to china weeks ago.. and the departing time is at 3 today.. and now.. i have to throw the ticket away.. no plans are made and i still have class to go to.. not that there is really NO plans.. my aunties are still going there.. only me who last minute bought the ticket din go.. why.. coz i still have tutorials and lectures? what is this excuse.. WHy i dun dare to miss the classes for just one and a half weeks.. ... .. sick of .... sthg..
+__________________________________+

SPM result..

alright.. i suddenly remembered that i still have a blog.. to share my sad sad sad feelings... totally hate bm.. really it strikes me....... i am now in computer lab.. 4 pm.. received my result at noon time after meal and before lecture.. oh my.. dun want to recall the really ... feeling again..
down.. down.. up... down... hehe.. trying to think of the good things.. and then all a suddenly it all comes back into my mind again.. da.. da.. da... ++_++
i know that i cant really get an a for my bm a long long time ago.. and right after i hand in my really short essay i also know that i gonna do bad in my malay.. sien.. sien.. sien.. knowing that there is really nothing to cry about.. but........ who knows.. i probably got the worst result for bm in class.. such a shame.. aarhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................

i think i shud go and grab some food to...... calm myself.. ??

new year

happy chinese new year..
i think i will blog less this year.. after a period of time not pouring my thoughts out, i find it hard to post anything out here.. there are just too much bothering me for too long.. i guess i need to take a rest..
想好好休息,让纷乱的心沉淀..
再见..

i am finally here to upadate my blog.. after donno how long i had abandon it.. i also not sure what make me so busy.. +_+ go jaga shop when i like.. go shopping when free.. go play play with frens.. go update my other blog.. then when tired jiu stay at home.. but at home also have to do "new year clean up".. plus i got many new thingy in my room.. that should arrange them at some place to settle down until... all the things are just very messy right now.. how am i celebrating new year this year aarh... my post bout the taiwan trip gonna up soon.. do it only when i feel like it larr.. hehe.. read a few blog from frens who go kl.. everyone seems very busy with their own lives.. dono how many lots are at kl leww...sophia and kahying going aus when new year.. and then got some in ns.. and then the others in miri working bah.. i din have time to contact them anyway.. just heard from frens got ppl go uk larr.. or nz.... fly fly fly away... dono how many still in miri.. go taiwan come back jiu all lost contact lerr.. just get some news from frens.. and then got a fren tell me sthg like "life is like this..everyone in ur life is just passerbys.. only those who really cares for u stay for a longer period.. but noone will be there for u for a lifetime.. only urself.." oh yarr...
last nite when i clean up the drawer, i found many cards that belongs to my SIS.. she is really a nice gal.. from the whole piles of cards she received... and got one card caught my eyes.. it was from her friend from high school..
" i know that there are some rumours going on in the school last time.. that might hurt ur feelings.. or even break up our friendship.. but i hope that we are still friends.. and let time wash away our silly fight.. i think it will be funny when we look back at our friendship in the future.."
well.. it is good that her friend sent this card in time.. if she was a year later, she would never read it.. the card is kept together with all the other cards.. friendship is really precious.. if i had done(said) anything wrong that hurt any one of u.. sorry.. i treasure each and every one of my friends.. esp u